Everyday

Everyday, these days. I go to this site to see if you has been writen. I know, from earlier posts i found from you, how you feel. And the last couple of days i have done this, more frightned than ever that you have “done it” for real. I know you will not talk to me, and what i care is not important to you. But you should know i care. And that i am not the only one everyday going to this site, always afraid of the possibility that I could find your last words.
I pray everyday, that you will stay alive, and find a place good for you.
I am not the only one close in here, doing this. I know it, please dont kill your self.