Happy New Year – Hi all XOXOX

Hi everyone, am a forum newbie. Decided as it is new year, will also register straight away.

Where to start, I am female, 30 from the UK. I have suffered Borderline Personality DIsorder as far back as I remember I, just came out of some calm BPD remission time (no love life or want for one) ie a want for a love life arose. But the feeling was not reciprocated, hence been feeling suicidal, now here.  I don’t want sympathy. I just wish to be abit of a lurker and learn good methods for the time when this happens again, which it will (always does) and I have nothing to kep me wanting to live, I do, currently. Good luck all XOXOX