it’s getting harder….
I keep thinking about Italy. And today in product design whilst on computers I looked up suicide websites…. Luckily I don’t think that my teacher noticed…. I want this all to stop. I know it’s selfish but it’s what I kinda want….
OCD.
Depression.
Self harm.
Self hate.
Anxiety.
Horrible family history…. :/ .
Home life….:/
School and their words….
I’m so confused. These feelings have just gotten worse, before and during Christmas and now their back….
I don’t think I can do this…..
🙁
<3
2 comments
I don’t think i can say much apart from the fact that your managing well. Its hard to go to school and be in the situation at the same time. I know as im in the same position. The only thing i manage with is to try and find something that i like to do. There are many things you could do; reading, drawing, sports, could do something new. I know you dont want to do them, but it really does help.
Hand in there
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