I am officially alone now.
My “bestfriend” is a guy, he told me EVERYTHING, and I told him EVERYTHING.
But it turns out he was just leading me on the whole damn time. And I was here thinking he will always be by my side, and I will always be by his.
He was my reason to stay alive.
What’s my reason now?
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Live just for the sake of being alive.
Ive been there..you can only live for yourself..trust yourself..be yourself..love yourself. Don’t trust in a man..trust God to get you through each day..that’s all I’m doing now.
It’s okay to hang onto things that help you want to stay alive, but you should only live for yourself in the end
Never make your reasons for living or dying dependent on someone other than yourself … they will ALWAYS disappoint you.
truth dawg
Dawg is right…..
But I am in the same boat your in love. Except I havn’t lost my lifeline yet. I dread the day that happens if my depression and whatnot has not eased up.
I lost my lifeline a few months ago. Everyday I knew it was closer to happening. In my case, it was because she knew I was well enough to continue on without her. I sometimes think it is harder to deal with loss when based in reality. It’s a strange place to be, not going for the razor or the bottle of pills. It’s the purgatory between not well and sorta well. We all have to get to that point alone, eventually, if happiness is to ever follow.
I’m just fucked.
nonsense. If you need someone to talk to there are plenty here willing to get close and help you.