Damn it it thought I was done but guess what? I’m starting to cut AGAIN! God damn this shit after I was good for 8 months but I guess all that’s down the drain now. I’m mad,sad and frustrated with myself. The past 2 days I’ve been finding out that my closest friends also cut as well so we made like this support group for us and we don’t have a name so it’s ok but we all support each other in there and I like it but now,I have to go to school tomorrow and my best friend also cut today it was her first time…I was so depressed and frustrated with myself and we and the stress that I’m failing just drowned me and I ended up furiously slicing at my wrists…I don’t know what to do…I know this habit will be hard to stop again 🙁
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Don’t be to hard on yourself… We all slip up at some point or another. The only thing you can do is get back on track. I know 8 months was such a good long time, but you can do it again.
I know it’s hard to stop again, but think how long you went without it… like Protoryu said, we all slip up sometimes. It’s lovely that you and your friends can understand and support each other. There’s no need to feel bad, and don’t feel that all the time you spent without it is down the drain. It proves how strong you are.