I feel like Ive done nothing but battle for my entire life. Im so tired of the turmoil I face everyday. No one understands how hard it is to just wake up and take a breath sometimes. I cant take the pain. Im so tired of the pain. Im not wrong nor selfish, Im just tired.
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your right,,i don’t understand how hard it is. but im still horribly sorry to here this
I understand. I’m exactly the same. I wish I could help and I don’t know how, but I wish so much that I could pull you away from the pain. I hope something, somehow, takes it away from you.
I use to hate the mornings because I knew that all the pain and thoughts would be the first thing on my mind. And I always woke up early which made it so much worse because there was so much more time now to hurt. Breathing is hard for me…I sigh so much through the day. I take so many deep breaths everyday as I try to just live. Now the mornings bring me some kind of “hope”. But I wouldn’t call it hope. I don’t know what I call it. But it only takes about an hour before the pain takes over again. Its no fun going through the day at all. I wish you the best