Ok this is it. I’m leaving in about 2 hours, it is 5:46 am over here right now, i only slept about 4 hours. I’m jumping from a bridge. I waited way too long, i should have done it a long time ago.
It’s gonna take me about 20 hours to get there because the bridge is located on the other side of my country. I really can’t  wait to break free from this world and I really hope there is no afterlife. fuck life
bye guys
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Oh… can you please elaborate on why you’re feeling bad first? Is there something special about this bridge in particular?
You have 20 hours to change your mind and stay. Think about the things you’d miss if you left. Did you write down all the reasons you had to die & all the reasons you should live. I bet you’ll find more reasons to live..especially now that when you die..what if you have to roam around this earth..with noone to talk to..except maybe the ghost that live in the empty abandon homes. What if God makes you wait and do things for him before he allows you into heaven..are you that confident that he wants you now. If so, why 20 hours..did God tell you to jump from a bridge on the other side of the country..I believe you will have unsettled business if you left now. It would be pointless cause you’ll just be in more pain..God has reasons for you..each one of us. Do you think you can handle disappointing God…do you know your not going to go to hell..that would be horrible. I hope you find peace and stop into a church on your way..to whereever you are going.
is that you?
kinda said God too many times there,,
😉
hi runaway =| , what are you doing ?
I feel the urge to say something religious, but have the feeling it won’t help much.
I don’t think I’ve ever had the pleasure of speaking with you on this site. And it’s incredibly unlikely that I’ve actually ever met you…. but I can honestly say… I hope you don’t go through with it.
If you do…. well, I wish you the best.
Again, I’m not sure if religion means anything to you, but I’ll be praying for you.
~Ashley
@One Day nope nothing, i just want to make sure that i won’t survive. i don’t want to take any chances. It’s 450feet high and it is in very remote area. I only feel bad for the person who will have clean me up.
I hate myself, i don’t like people much, I have severe social anxiety. I can’t be around with people anymore.
People have treated me like crap in the past, bullied for many years, i haven’t found a decent person in my life. No friends nothing. I hate this world, this society. everything. I also was abused when i was a child which pretty much made very fearful person all my life.
@chrissie I won’t miss anything, trust me. I don’t have a single reason to stay. I really don’t want to live another day here. I wouldn’t be surprised if God doesn’t want me either and he sends me to hell, if he exists of course.
I hope he doesn’t exist because i would rather to stop existing.
@xboy Hi, I feel better now because i’m leaving.
@Ashley thank you.
Ok i’m leaving now, bye everyone.
I don’t know, 20 hours seems like plenty of time to reconsider your decision.
I don’t know, about all of that, except sorry you had to go through all that and sorry it’s all been shit… (has it ALL been shit? was there not one thing that you enjoyed doing or seeing?) and maybe if it’s too hard to be around people, well you don’t have to die… maybe just be a hermit and live by the sea?
At the very least, I hope you see one nice thing on your 20 hour walk. Everyone deserves that.
runawayyyy is that you??!??!
If you have made up your mind, I hope it ends instantly for you.
Also if you have made up your mind, I wish that you would choose a less traumatic way to go. 🙁 DR
Are you sure about this?
Runaway isn’t leaving..my gut tells me that. Runaway..you wouldn’t be on here if you didn’t want some help. I bet your just trying to be Forrest gump..I hope you find that shirt that says have a nice day..I hope you see that bumper sticker that says shit happens. I hope you find Jenny and you make it to be a millionaire. Runaway? Now ive got that runaway train never coming back in my head. Runaway..answer this please????????
ARE YOU ALIVE? PLEASE TELL ME YOU HAVENT GONE, I KNOW LIFE IS SHIT AND I WANT TO KILL MYSELF EVERY DAY BUT ITS GONNA BE OVER SOON YOU MAY AS WELL LIVE A BIT LONGER LIFE WILL FLY FAST AS AND IM SURE THERES SOME SHIT YOU CAN ENOJOY JUST FOR YOUR SHORT TIME OF LIFE LEFT. CMON I LOVE YOU I LOVE EVRYONE AND HATE LIFE WELL NOT EVERYONE SOME PEOPLE MAKE ME SICK BUT YEAH