Warning to those planning on exiting. Please make sure you do not do it impulsively. Took three weeks off work. And let’s just say I was in a certain place under the influence of chemicals and alcohol and the thought occurred to me to go ahead and do it and die.
Needless to say I failed. Paid no attention to my environment and ended up with nice short stays in places where they keep one confined for one’s own safety  over the holidays. Lucky I did not lose my job.
But I did discover how the last two people who wronged me left themselves open. Not normally a vengeful person I feel that with my impending death (planned this last time as originally made out) I can at least pay them back in kind.  I probably will not do it but contemplating it relaxes my mind quite a bit.
Then again with my going out with a bang it may be a nice addition. Not going to hurt them but going to expose information about them that could get them in real legal trouble with certain government agencies.Â
Again, be of clear mind and clear body when you choose to go. Because the stupidity of doing otherwise will only give you more regret.