i Think I’m going to give my self one last chance at life. Still by march 31st, if I’m not happy and if i still hate myself, Â hate the way i look, then I’m going to do suicide .I’m going to give it a try. I’m going to try and change myself. my appearance, and my anxiety (if it can be changed.) right this moment I’m suppose to be saving for a plane ticket to Germany or California. I’m not sure which place yet. then killing myself in one of those places. but i don’t know, I’m giving myself 4 more weeks of life. I’m going to try and do another makeover. one last makeover, and make myself look attractive at lease. Â if this doesnt work, which I’m start having doubts at this at it very second that it wont, then I’m sticking to my original plan, March 31st is my day unless things get better.
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i have a similar plan as you but my dead line is 4th of july. In orther for you to allow life to get better you have to give it some time and you have to believe that it can get better and do everything in your power to do everything that will make you happy. Set realistic goals and stick to them. I know i am not the best person to be taking to you about happiness but some one that i really care about one’s told me that if i wanted to live a happy life then i had to find and accept my true authentic self and life as true to that as possible. so ask ask your self who you are?what you want out of life? what does happiness mean to you? I wish you luck hopes this helps =)
hi, i was just reading your post. listen.. you can only help yourself. i dont know why you feel this way but it has to stop. you need to get a better life for yourself. makeover? i take it your not happy with your looks? easy solution. everyone can be beautiful if they look after themselves. do your hair nice buy some make up. go on youtube and see some make up tutorials. why dont you do some volunteer work somewhere makes you feel like your helping the world. maybe take up a hobbie. if you need to talk more i can be a friend. email me x.lauren.2k7x@hotmail.co.uk
Laurenlauren, yeah i get what your saying, but i cant stop the way i feel. you cant really stop feelings. im trying to get a better life, and its not just looks. i’ve made previous post here before talking about other things in my life. I do volunteer, and my hobby is painting. there not making me feel any better, and i just have a lack of interest in them now….but thanks.