It probably has alot of spelling errors because I fail at writing ! Probably sucks to but w/e I’ll give it a shot her I go ….
BEAUTIFUL DISASTERÂ
She had a stern look on her face
She disappointed in me again
There’s no surprise
I always disspaont her
Hell I’m a fuck up
Why not asked like one
I sighed and look at her
She gonna speak … Great
And so she started
What should I do this time . Kiss her ass ?
“don’t play with razors ! It’s to god damn dangerous!
I Thought you were better than this fuck ! Grow up already!”
So went to my room and played
She only found one of ’em
With the tiny, shiny piece of metal
Between my fingers it sparkled ,
It danced upon my arm so gracefully
Like a ballerina I thought …
Now my mommy says
“Where have I gone  wrong”
She stares at this thing
I look, I realize…  it’s me
Mommy always said
“your a beautiful disaster.”
But now …
I truly am !