Im A Female .. Who Keeps Emotions Bottled Up. UNTILL THEY EXPLODE !!!!! Which Makes Me Go Crazy And What Makes Me Look Crazy. Im So Depressed And Theres Nothing Helping. I Just Want To Die. š And Its Ashame I Donāt Know WHYYY !
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I read this postingā¦ and your earlier one. I know itās easier said than doneā¦ and I know there is peer pressure involvedā¦ but the best thing you can do for yourself is to stay the course. Study hard, be the best you can be, and graduate high school with the best grades you can. I know it seems like a while away, but the high school years will end before you know it. When that happens, college, the military, the working world, or whatever you choose are waiting. Life will start to be totally different. Those people who cause you grief will eventually learn a valuable lesson in inter-personal relationsā¦ perhaps by karma. Donāt let other people take you off track. You donāt deserve anything but success.
easilybrokenheartgirl, Iām a lot older than you and I have the exact same problem. One of my closest friends told me that exact thing, āI notice tend to bottle everything up then you have a tendency to explode.ā
Yes, I do. Most things donāt bother me, or they only bother me like 1%. Then over time, it grows and grows. To manage this, Iām now trying to ālet looseā instead of bottling things up. Instead of feigning strength being āniceā (modifying my behavior in the hopes of being āacceptedā) Iām being more raw and āout thereā, take it or leave it. People seem to respect that more. You may want to try it. I still struggle with it. Now I think Iām too mean lolā¦
thanks guys for commentiing this really helped. thank you so much <3
Iām glad it helpedā¦ If you need to talk, there are lots of people here who will listen. Smile. You deserve it.