i felt the same way yesterday, like all i wanted in the world was to kill myself.. but since I’m bipolar today I’m having one of my “high” days. but i know deep down i still want to die…
but don’t do it! please. and this post is not pointless. it lets me know I’m not the only one feeling like this
You’re not the only one. I think you shouldn’t, though. Why am I trying to tell you this when I tell myself this almost everyday? Well, I don’t know. It’s just, I’m still alive. I never agreed to that feeling sweeping through the mind.
Sometimes, I regret not cutting, sometimes I regret cutting. It’s a cycle. Keep your thoughts preoccupied with the fact that there are people like you feeling this, and you aren’t alone. This is something we fight together.
i’m pretty sure there’s only one kind of post that is pointless. It’s the kind that says something totally random and that nobody really cares about. or relates to. or whatever.
EX: “Bananas are yellow.”
THAT is what you call and pointless post. and a pretty stupid one if ya know what I mean. 😀 don’t K.O yourself.
I’m bipolar too. but it is really the ocd that hits when i’m on a down swing. and now i can’t stop cutting even when I’m up. and when i am alone and the down is so real I can taste it all i want is to give in, and i think i might. there is a pharmacy down the street and the reckless impulses are waving over me. i am so sick of the fight
do you ever just hate yourself when you are down rawrimaturtle? i feel like everything is backwards and inside out and no matter what I do i just hate myself.
how so for you nothingleft88? for me the whole world seems to be upside down. no one believes anything i say, even though it’s true. and i reach for help and find none. i need help tonight, can we help each other? what’s going on with you?
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i felt the same way yesterday, like all i wanted in the world was to kill myself.. but since I’m bipolar today I’m having one of my “high” days. but i know deep down i still want to die…
but don’t do it! please. and this post is not pointless. it lets me know I’m not the only one feeling like this
You’re not the only one. I think you shouldn’t, though. Why am I trying to tell you this when I tell myself this almost everyday? Well, I don’t know. It’s just, I’m still alive. I never agreed to that feeling sweeping through the mind.
Sometimes, I regret not cutting, sometimes I regret cutting. It’s a cycle. Keep your thoughts preoccupied with the fact that there are people like you feeling this, and you aren’t alone. This is something we fight together.
i’m pretty sure there’s only one kind of post that is pointless. It’s the kind that says something totally random and that nobody really cares about. or relates to. or whatever.
EX: “Bananas are yellow.”
THAT is what you call and pointless post. and a pretty stupid one if ya know what I mean. 😀 don’t K.O yourself.
I’m bipolar too. but it is really the ocd that hits when i’m on a down swing. and now i can’t stop cutting even when I’m up. and when i am alone and the down is so real I can taste it all i want is to give in, and i think i might. there is a pharmacy down the street and the reckless impulses are waving over me. i am so sick of the fight
do you ever just hate yourself when you are down rawrimaturtle? i feel like everything is backwards and inside out and no matter what I do i just hate myself.
I feel that exact same way right now
how so for you nothingleft88? for me the whole world seems to be upside down. no one believes anything i say, even though it’s true. and i reach for help and find none. i need help tonight, can we help each other? what’s going on with you?
no one will help me. maybe i can’t be helped. or shouldn’t be.