General kill kill kill by sparkeyes 3/18/2012 written by sparkeyes 3/18/2012 all i want this minute is to kill myself. Â and it is taking over everything. Â sorry for this pointless post. Â i’m absolutely screaming inside. 8 comments 0 Email Related posts I am done with life 1/19/2022 Fading away but still here 1/18/2022 Can’t sleep 1/18/2022 Still alive 1/18/2022 effort was made, the outcome flawed 1/18/2022 Giving Up? 1/18/2022 No Fault Eviction Notice 1/18/2022 Help 1/18/2022 1/17/2022 There’s Alot 1/17/2022 8 comments rawrimaturtle.. 3/18/2012 - 6:54 pm i felt the same way yesterday, like all i wanted in the world was to kill myself.. but since I’m bipolar today I’m having one of my “high” days. but i know deep down i still want to die… but don’t do it! please. and this post is not pointless. it lets me know I’m not the only one feeling like this Log in to Reply ihonestlydontknow 3/18/2012 - 6:57 pm You’re not the only one. I think you shouldn’t, though. Why am I trying to tell you this when I tell myself this almost everyday? Well, I don’t know. It’s just, I’m still alive. I never agreed to that feeling sweeping through the mind. Sometimes, I regret not cutting, sometimes I regret cutting. It’s a cycle. Keep your thoughts preoccupied with the fact that there are people like you feeling this, and you aren’t alone. This is something we fight together. Log in to Reply emotionlessandlost 3/18/2012 - 7:01 pm i’m pretty sure there’s only one kind of post that is pointless. It’s the kind that says something totally random and that nobody really cares about. or relates to. or whatever. EX: “Bananas are yellow.” THAT is what you call and pointless post. and a pretty stupid one if ya know what I mean. 😀 don’t K.O yourself. Log in to Reply sparkeyes 3/18/2012 - 7:14 pm I’m bipolar too. but it is really the ocd that hits when i’m on a down swing. and now i can’t stop cutting even when I’m up. and when i am alone and the down is so real I can taste it all i want is to give in, and i think i might. there is a pharmacy down the street and the reckless impulses are waving over me. i am so sick of the fight Log in to Reply sparkeyes 3/18/2012 - 7:43 pm do you ever just hate yourself when you are down rawrimaturtle? i feel like everything is backwards and inside out and no matter what I do i just hate myself. Log in to Reply nothingleft88 3/18/2012 - 8:04 pm I feel that exact same way right now Log in to Reply sparkeyes 3/18/2012 - 8:22 pm how so for you nothingleft88? for me the whole world seems to be upside down. no one believes anything i say, even though it’s true. and i reach for help and find none. i need help tonight, can we help each other? what’s going on with you? Log in to Reply sparkeyes 3/18/2012 - 8:59 pm no one will help me. maybe i can’t be helped. or shouldn’t be. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.