The only way I can keeping going is to know I have a back-up plan already to go. A loaded, short barrel, pump action shot gun under my bed. I’m so close, it will be awesome, peaceful, no more pain. Plan B makes me feel great, just pull the rip cord !
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Hm. There’s always something about you California men. Cheery about your death, aren’t you.
I do that too. Plan B is locked up in the back of my mind. It might never come out, but it’s a comfort knowing its there.
Me too. Only way to cope with the present is to know there is a back-door out, eventually.
@survivor awww… i got yr email but havent read it yet
Totally agree.
Have my method of choice and several quick pretty much foolproof backup spur of the moment methods because I do not think I will make it to my planned date.
The best plans are always simple and easy to remember when things go terribly wrong. Remembering where you put the ammunition may however be the main concern. Once again I have found the flaw in an otherwise foolproof plan. I learnt from a young age not to hide things in obvious places such as underneath the bed because that’s the first place people look. The downside is that I forget where I put things.