Made the plan
Gathering materials
Final thoughts wishes and apologies closed
Lettes to my loved ones written
Only thing left to do is arrange my donation to science
Pick up the tanks fridays and book my hotel for the night.
This is the most relief I have felt the last 3 years.
The first thing I ever planned executed and completed myself in my life.
Ironic that its my death.
I wanted to leave a video but I’m to ashamed of how strung out and depressed I look.
I hope the memeory of me has an image of me when I was beautiful… at least on the outside cuz its always be black on the inside.
Friday is d day.
I think ill make a playlist to leave the world to.
Soundstrack of a shitbags peace
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email me please. shuddup0308@yahoo.com if you have nothing better to do u might as well i just wanna talk
There is so much inside my head and I get so stuck I can’t get it out. I am so ashamed it gets hard to talk and I haven’t hung out with a friend in almost a year. I just miss people
If you need to talk, I’m here.. before or after Friday. Please think carefully before carrying this to its conclusion. There are undoubtedly other options. If Friday arrives and you decide to go a different route, I’m ready to listen. You’re in my thoughts and prayers.
Hey @leah. Where are you from? =|
Seattle. And u?
Everyone keeps referring to d-day? Normandy?
Anyway, you have loved ones. Think very carefully about the devastation you might leave behind from this elaborate experiment, providing that it does not go wrong and leave you halfway.
There is light at the end of the tunnel, sunshine after the rain. We have a wealth of experience in all situations and can try and guide you through these troubled waters.
I’m from southern california. How about hitting up an old friend, what do you think?
Living in la destroyed my confidence and scarred me emotionally and physically. But I still love it. I have an issue with gravitating towards the toxic shit
im from cali x-boy…
I don’t mean to brag or anything but I’m from the United Kingdom.
On that bomb shell I think I’m going to call it a night.
Goodnight SP
Duke~ the UK rocks! no y? cuz ur there~ n here with me!
i live close to la, but more towards the beach. Whenever i feel like im losing it i go to the beach to watch the waves even if its super cold, i guess it helps calm me down. But its a pretty tough city ill give u that…on a side note why r there so many depressed people from cali! Me, x-boy, maibri…
haha maybe Cali is just a depressing place? lol I live in Cali to, near LA but out in the desert stupid Lancaster crappy Antelope Valley
haha yeah im lucky im always 2 buses away from a beach