So this is going to seem like a complete overreaction but I don’t really care.
I digress.
So my brother and his wife planned this dinner and drinks night for my boyfriends birthday. He went somewhere with his friends for like a pre-celebration thing. I get a text “might be staying here-maybe” Told him i needed to know so i can tell my brother.
Haven’t heard from him for like 3 days.
It’s such a kick in the stomach to know that i wasn’t even invited to where he is. To celebrate his birthday with him. I never get invited to anything. It’s like he doesn’t even care if i am there or not. Tried calling him to wish him a Happy Birthday. But he’s not picking up his phone. After three years you’d think he would want me to be with him. Guess not.
Guess i really don’t matter at all.
Cut my wrist tonight. Was the highlight of my day.
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I don’t think it’s an overreaction at all. i’m sorry,i know you probably love the guy but I gotta tell you,he sounds like a complete jerk.(i’m sorry if that offends you,I don’t mean for it too,i’m just trying to help you)I don’t think it’s you that’s the problem in this relationship. i know it hurts to think about breaking up,but you could do a lot better. nobody deserves to be treated that way,and theres a guy out there who will appreciate you and love you and realize what a good thing he’s got. good luck okay? despite all evidence to the contrary,(lol) I actually still believe there are some good guys out there. sometimes it just takes awhile to find the right one.
I decided today that I was going to be a culinary wizard and went to the Market and bought some plaice fillets. I started making to stuffing and it was all going well. Found this baking dish, noticed it had some cracks in but fine it would do the job. So I put my stunning fish in there with new potatoes and vine tomatoes. Took it out the oven and had a little taste. It was delicious. Went to move the dish and it fecking broke and my dinner fell on the floor. Can’t believe it. Now I’m going out to get a Chinese.
So am I going to give up. No. I’m going back up the Market tomorrow. But this time I’m going to buy a new baking dish.
Thanks for the replies. He really is a good guy. He is the best person i have ever met and i wouldn’t give him up for such a small miscommunication.
If you read my earlier posts you’ll see how much i need him in my life, because he makes it better.
A thought never crossed my mind to break up with him.
and thanks @Duke of Marmalade that analogy was pretty comforting.
I guess i just needed to rant and vent to someone. Thanks for listening to me guys!