Some days just kind of pass and I only have to go to my happy dead place 2 or 3 times, those are good days. Some days the planning and details of my demise are not enough and there is only constant tears and suffocating despair. This waiting and trying to do things right is so hard, I’m not always sure I can make it.
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Hello iusedtoknow,
What would you like for us to do? I commented on your first post…you ignored me. Others have commented on your other posts….you ignored them…with the exception of Holly…and I think that was only to shut down her cheerfulness. So why do you keep posting…and ignoring comments. Help is here…but you have to work with us…if you just want to write a story…try a journal….I feel bad for not commenting on your posts…but I also do not like to be ignored…how about you?
So can we help you in anyway? Or should we all just piss off?
Namaste
Amakua
iusedtoknow, I know you can make it… If you are willing to share specifics, people here will listen. Amakua’s idea about writing a blog is a good one… Maybe expressing your thoughts in a blog or journal will help you. If you stay committed to yourself, you can accomplish anything.
I didn’t ignore any of the posts. I read them and find them comforting and painful at the same time. I don’t usually reply because I read them and cry and don’t know what to say. I don’t want to shut down anyones cheerfullness or helpful comments by saying something that sounds ungrateful or that I don’t appreciate that someone actually read what I wrote and cared enough to respond.
I know where you’re coming from in not responding… and I have done the same thing at times… holding back to keep things positive. I’ve learned that it makes things tougher. Feel free to be honest… Many of us are in similar shoes.