Why is it that ALL I feel is pain?
My days are always getting flooded full of rain.
I say this bathtub is blooded, watchin all this blood drip.
Just ONE more cut across maybe down both wrists.
My wish, is to be in my world.
This is the most I’ve ever bled, my brain is getting fed up with all this bull shit.
Maybe I should get a pistol and find that full clip.
Yeah!, I think that’ll work, but then again I want the pain to hurt. I like slow pain.
Just one more cut, I promise this is IT.
Where’s my pills at? I need my fix, I feel like poppin 4 nahh lets do 6.
No water, so I wash them down with vodka and brandy.
Times like these mother and father do NOT come in handy.
NOONE understands me, NOONE at all.
Feelin a rush, this I like. Punch a hole in the wall lookin to fight something ONLY I can SEE.
I’ts not just me, nobody really even likes me.
But that’s alright, cause I DONT want any friends.
All they do is hurt you in the end, I must send more and more pills down my throat.
Take a knife and poke my stomach, and if I choke and vomit blood leave me laying on the rug.
My real friends are DRUGS…. But I still would like to receive just ONE hug.
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Hi.. If you want to talk about what’s going on, this is a good place. Lots of people will listen and do what they can to help. One of the lines mentioned that nobody understood you. I know what it’s like to feel alone… It won’t always be like that. Don’t give up.