life gettin harder for me to pretend to be happy, my friends and family don’t listen to me…they dont know whats goin on in my life…my family never listen cuz they think i’m this perfect daughter but not anymore i tried so hard to tell them my stories but i’m tried of it all i want is for them to listen but they never do..my mother used to be an alcoholic and now my step dad drinks every nigh i could always hear them arguring about my brothers comin home ddrunk …when they start i alway cut myself it’s the only way to make the pain go away…