i havent been on in a while, so i probably dont know anyone thats on now. anyway, im just gonna complain about how the antidepresents im on are making things worse and how i constantly get panic attacks that are so intense that they are considered seizures. i literally cant do anything, people keep telling me i need to get a job, ive tried but without success. and most days i cant even get the strength to get out of bed, even if i could get a job, i couldnt hold it. everyone keeps expecting me to be “normal,” but they dont realize that my normal is worse than their worst days. i tried to kill myself last october, but i got rushed to the hospitle and survived. i want it to be over so bad, but i put all of my hope into the last attempt, if i failed again it might just drive me insane. so yeah, life sucks and its not getting any better
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I’m kind of in the same trap. I feel like not having any strength to keep going most of the times. I got better since the beggining of this year, but I’m still on antidepressants. Family is putting some pressure over me and that doesn’t helps.
What makes me worse is that I have a fairly good life. I don’t have to complain about many stuff. Still I hate everything.
I think what keeps us here are the ppl we still have in our life. You might have some parent, or friend, or anybody that likes you. That’s what makes us feel alive. Besides, there is always something that makes you think its worth living. What about music? And there are tricks that always helps, like going to the gym. It makes you feel good because exercise liberates endorphin, and you look better physically, which improves your self confidence. Other important point is to have a better diet. Eating well also improves your humour. Avoid too much fat.
Last but not least, always remember there are other ppl struggling with life. It’s not like everybody is doing well. Lots of us are panicking. Try to laugh more and make fun of things.