I wish I could be normal. And I hate the way I ruin everything. It’s always my fault. Now, suicide looks like paradise. I may only be 14, but I’ve taken more than I should’ve.
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heyy. im 14 too and suicide looks like parradise to me too, but things will get beter im just waitin life out till the better hapens.
me too, just waiting on the world to change
same here and i am also 14 weird i felt like there was no hope last week and tried suicide twice but i gave up when my attempts failed. then i started cutting and people at school started noticing.
i hate it when people notice cuts and ask “what happened” though my cts are so obvious it wasnt an accident but at home noone notices when i dont cover them up..thus i feel invisible.
I wish I had the strength to cut myself
@fallenangel
You have not ruined anything.
You have only lived under the control and power of others.
Scientifically speaking your brain has not even reached the point where you can make reasonable decisions. Another 9 years before that happens.
And “I’ve taken more than I should’ve” shows me you have been the victim and not the perpetrator.
@fakingit
They do not want to assume that you are cutting. Some out of respect and others out of fear of what it might mean. Do not take it so hard. Is anyone at home concerned about your issues? Have you told them?
Even your silent cries are heard by some.
They seek you out, precious you are to them.
They wish to find you, to calm you, to stand beside you.
To stand up for you and to stand fast with you.
Not a parent, nor a boyfriendgirlfriend, not teacher, doctor or brothersister, but any of these people.
A Mentor.
The one trusted soul who will walk with, carry you, listen and soothe you.
Why ?
Why do I believe that some unknown Person seeks to offer a helping hand ?
I am the Guardian and they like me all know that this place is already paradise.
Why ?
Because YOU are here with us.
You make this place paradise simply by being.
Being here.
the Children of Earth.
Peace
@ Owen
umm they used to be concerned but they took away everything i could cut with..until i found a needle. now i keep it hiding from everyone. i use it only at night. im trying to keep it a secret that i started cutting again from my sister and my parents as long as i can…
@ Owen
I just don’t know what to do anymore. Everybodys empty words. Why would people want to live? This world is cruel and mean. It’s heartless. And there’s nothing worth living about it. People have gotten worse. And we can’t stop it. You know what they say when they hear you want to commit suicide, they say “do it”. I just don’t see the point in things anymore.