I dont have the energy to get up off the couch, let alone kill myself.
I told someone at work yesterday that I was thinking of suicide and she said why do you keep saying that? dont talk like that. she was the only person i thought i could trust to not freak out.
theres a pack of razors next to me on the couch, i wish i had energy
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Ive been a totally sloth lately too but i actually stopped being hard on myself about it and im just letting it happen. This is what i need right now. Lots of sleep and quiet and a few drinks when im in the mood. Its fine to be lazy when you feel drained. This world is exhausting. Pop in a movie and relax.