I’m ready to die, just have a few things to do before i make it happen. update the will, pay a few bills etc. Figure i have about a month to 2 months. have felt like this for about 30 years and it’s getting worse. I’m 52, have a totally meaningless, depressing life, no wife, kids or anything like that. have always felt like i didn’t fit in anywhere. have a little time on my hands while i’m making the final arrangements, so what the hell. just another useless person in this wasteland of a society.
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Thirty years is a long time. What did you do with it when you started feeling depressed? I’m not trying to dissuade you but maybe understand how you made it this far. I’m not always sure I will.
Hey,I’m really sorry you are hurting so much. but I don’t believe anyone’s life is ever meaningless! your alive,and you can make a difference in someone else’s life,you could help so many people who are struggling like you are,and as long as your still here,it’s not too late! please don’t give up,and don’t ever think that you don’t matter,because you do!!
I understand the not fitting in part.
Going through life and never feeling at home or comfortable anywhere.