I feel like this everyday. I am young, and I admit, attractive. People love me and try to help. I am a piece of shit as a person. I have issues keeping relationships. I constantly think about killing myself. There is one reason that I haven’t. I don’t want to hurt anymore people than i have. My mom asked me what I wanted today. I was about to say that I want to die. Intead, I told her that I just want to get better. It’s true but I’ve lost hope.
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How about writing a list of the things you want to change. Then, write how you plan to change them. You don’t have to finish it in one sitting but keep at it. You’ll be able to track your progress. Don’t lose hope.
It sounds like a good idea. I haven’t left the house for two days..I’ve been skipping school..I.really really need change. I need something new.