my life is gotten to the point where i can’t even be loved by my own family or friends…my family is makin me into someone i don’t want to be …they wont even accept me for who i want to be, they think i’m not good enough for their family, i’ve tried my best to stay strong and be someone i don’t like…i go out everynight walking around this small town that ruined me…before i moved here i had friends that i could tell anything to and my mom was happy with me, sister and my brother we stayed out of trouble but now i get in trouble like all the time…i drink with out my mom knowing anything and i cut myself i’m not proud of it but thats that only way to for the pain to go away
I’m JUST LOST I DONT EVEN FIT IN MY OWN FAMILY!!!
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I know you probably won’t believe me, but I care <3
if you ever need professional help, you can call 1800-784-2433 or 1800-448-3000
or you can private message me…I think you can do something like that on here..
Don’t waste your energy trying to change. There is nothing more beautiful than being your own person, although sometimes it can get lonely or frustrating.
Family.
Those who if we had a choice we might not have chosen as friends.
If you are unhappy with being yourself because your family ostracizes you then be what they want you too.
If it is more important for you to be unique, then it wil take time for you to accept that your family disapproves or for them to accept you.
i know that feeling when it comes to family. i cant tell mine anything. i am bi sexual and i cant tell my parents that because they have always told me that if i was to ever like girls they would dis-own me. and i am alreday feeling dis-own but i am trying my hardest to make them proud of me but it aint working. i find my self crying my self to sleep every night. i cut every night. i have had 2 suicide attempts and they dont care about me.