Depression can be such an awful thing. After weeks you finally pick yourself of the ground and BAM you end up in thesame spot again. Constant struggle to reach ‘ happiness’ , really hate this roller coaster ride, it’s like I just can’t be happy no matter how hard I try, every little thing can triger my depression again. Maybe if i cannot fight it, i should at least come to terms with it, accept it and stop trying to win this exausting battle.
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Yes, the roller coaster ride sucks and I don’t know how to fix that either. Obviously we have tried to make ourselves happy to no avail. It is very exhausting. Why are you depressed exactly? What’s your story?
I agree with you it does tire us out alot, I wish I could just get off the ride. You can read my previous blogs for parts of my story, but to be honest It would’t draw a picture for you anyway, my state of mind is abit incoherant. And I can’t answer your question as to why i am depressed… i guess it’s events of my past or simply my weak mentality. I wish I could just be happy you know, I don’t even remember the last time I truely was.
Me either… I will read your previous blogs n see.
I read your previous post, let me say I can relate. I think the rollercoaster thing happens because our emotions are so exhausted that we became hypersensitive, and every little thing gets then amplified.