As days pass, I sit in silence.
I cant remember the last time I was actually happy.
I doubt everything and everyone.
I wonder when my ending point is. All I ever wanted was to live a normal life, to be happy, simple as that. Hurting myself more and more everyday wishing today, today I will make that false move and end EVERYTHING right here at this moment.
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what is life about one must ponder until it is there
Life is so unfair. I wonder every night why this ever happened to me. Why I was the one to become depressed…to almost take my life (my suicide attempts failed). I wonder why I was the one to become emotionally detached from everything and everyone. Why I have barely any friends and the ones I do have are leaving me. I wonder that every night.