These thoughts are out of control,I’m going to my therapist later and i just don’t know how to describe these feeling,I’m a tell her i don’t wanna be on meds ne more, cause there not helping, i’ve tried and tried to push , but i losing strength, I feel hopeless these thoughts will always come back, cause i let them, but it only because the feel so raw and true. I believe what you say, i just don’t believe it forever, you lost it, you lost everything, my love is gone and the only thing i feel is hatred to myself and life,, I don’t care about this life, or the next or the next.w/e
i just don’t want to have these recurring thoughts and feeling, it not what i want, but it who i’ve becomee:(
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If someone asked me how I felt 7 years ago I wouldn’t be able to tell them. I can barely remember what happened last week. The really painful things I can’t let go, something under the surface trying to get out. What you are talking about is no devastating in a way that you can’t recover through time.
I’m sorry for you both. I’m so sad and angry right now because I just found out I was right all along. But it’s all I have left to believe maybe it’s better this way.
Washing machine
emptiness7: don’t be sorry from something u can’t control, what were you right about.
duke or marmalade: yeahh it spinns, but it doesnt get cleann
I believed in someone. No one else did. Everyone said he was fake and emotionally manipulative. I didn’t care. I believed. And then he screwed me over and proved it was all a lie. Yay for being right? :/