TRUST

I was one of those idiots who you see humming to themselves in a world of their own thinking that everyone else was like me but they weren’t. I didn’t understand because I never felt any inclination to deceive anyone or hurt them for no apparent reason. So now I never talk to anyone, I can’t remember the last time I had a meaningful conversation with a real person other than taking instructions from a client. I don’t know what’s worse, the person I was or the one I became. One things for sure, you can’t trust anyone these days and why set yourself up for failure. Whatever happened that weekend, I’m sure it’s not that bad. I remember some of the stuff I did when I was your age I just wanted to curl up and die. But now I can even remember what it was about and some of the things I just think were so stupid now but then it was like the end of the world.

You don’t know that it is. People break up and get back together all of the time. Play it cool and see how he reacts.

Well, hopefully not as long as me!

You actually look halfway decent. I saw your photo on the other post so you might not be waiting that long.

Ok. He might not be, if he is then he’s a fool and don’t blame yourself.

Yeah, that can happen when you have a setback. Trust is one of the most personal and precious things you can give a person and you just feel like crap when you get used. Your not being stupid at all. Sometimes it’s nice when people care and you want to feel safe.