I have my blog. But people on there know who i am.. so i need to vent.Â Here it goes.. I am done with this bull shit. I am trying so hard to stop the hurt.. You know what i honestly want to know when people want to stop my hurt. Because i am right back to were i was in the begging.. I LOVE CUTTTING!! do you fucking people here me.. I love it… so stop making me stop. If i want to stop i will stop!!!. if i want help i will get it.. yesterday i weighed my self i am 141… You know what im going to do, im going to make my self throw up to lose the weight. And im going to laugh at all you guys who think i am fine. Yeah you call me skinny how about you look at me again… I am not skinny, i desrive this pain.. And when i kill my self you guys will remember me.. Even if it comes to the fact that i hurt people doing this… Can you beleive so many of us cry every day and want to kill are selfs!! god damn it… are you kidding people… I want to stop all your hurt but i cant !! this is hurting me knwing so many of you are hurting… Please let me help you.. I want to help you more then help my self… i hope that makes sense….
i need help….