That feeling is getting closer and closer. Knowing that it will all be over very soon is almost a good feeling. Not having to suffer all that pain. Just a couple more days, then I have to go. Is it wrong to feel almost happy about that?
No… Thinking about it makes me happy too. Tho I feel like a liar or whatever the word is because I want to kill myself and might soon but I try to talk others out of it or help them. But that’s not strange at all…
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No… Thinking about it makes me happy too. Tho I feel like a liar or whatever the word is because I want to kill myself and might soon but I try to talk others out of it or help them. But that’s not strange at all…