This is for anyone who wants to talk and especially for Nobody915 since we have a lot of catching up to do!
I’m bored and depressed and I feel like I’m gonna do something really stupid soon.
Probably cut really bad like last night, bleeding just wouldn’t stop. That or sneak out and do dope. I don’t know.
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I would vote dope over cutting if you have to do one of them
Hey you ok? Don’t do anything too stoopid .. =\
I would try to keep you company but, I don’t have the capability to keep up a simple conversation… The only suggestion I have is… go look up some Dragon Ball (not Dragon Ball Z) episodes on Youtube .. haha.. or not =p
@Wolfenstein .. Naaa dude..
damn my life sucks
I know the feeling, I’ve been feeling like that a lot lately-bored, depressed and trying not to do anything too stupid (or bad). I’ve actually been having that “the end is near” feeling all day. That feeling that there is no tomorrow.
I’m not ok. I’m not anything. I just really want to cut after getting so high! I hate myself so much.
i don’t speak a really good english, my natal lenguage is spanish, im not here because i am thinking of suicide, but im actually depressed and that’s scares me, i don’t want to be like that…
i dont know who i really am… this world is full of lies, but i think is also full of happy things…
i think that my bipolarity is killing me… i don’t know what to do
i don’t want to feel like that. i just need someone who listen to me, even if my problems are the most insignificant things in the entire world
I will listen. I posted to talk to people because I feel depressed so this is what I wanted. I know a little spanish but I’m really only good at reading it, not writing it. So sorry, but your English is not that bad.
Depression is a horrible thing.
@determined rebel- Don’t hate yourself please. You’re just trying to get through this the only way you can. Let me know if you need to talk or anything else.
Yeah I do need to talk but what does talking ever do?
It usually prolongs me from doing something stupid. Well, not all the time…and you already feel bad. It will hopefully take your mind off things for just a bit…
Yeah maybe. I’m sure that I’ll do something stupid tonight.
What are you thinking about doing?
Cut. Dope. Maybe suicide attempt. Like thats what happened the last time I got high.
You said you are high now, right? Although I sound like a hypocrite, please try to refrain from cutting…but if you need to, I’d rather you do that than a suicide attempt. (and of course, don’t cut deep) Is there something that happened today that made your depression worse? Or make you feel this way?
I’m not high yet. Soon I will be though. Nothing made me more depressed. I just am and I don’t understand it.
Oh I know. Don’t I know. It is very confusing sometimes. I haven’t been able to pin point the cause of mine either (it’s just everything). Do you want to attempt suicide tonight? Or is it that you know after getting high and cutting, that’s the next step?? Please do try to refrain though.
Last time I got high I almost grabbed a knife in the kitchen and run it along my arm. I wanted eto press very hard cause I couldn’t feel anything. Right in front of my brother too. But I refrained. Took everything I had though.
Well that shows you have some strength though. Use that to get through this. I can’t tell you what to do to make you feel better or the best way to cope, but I wish that you don’t take it that far. I am here to listen to anything you need/have/want to say.
Maybe just cut (again, not deep) and not get high?
Yeah well last nite I cut and it was really deep. I just don’t care anymore I guess. And that like freaks me out when I’m sane in the mind.
well i think that nobody around me understand whats happening to me, thats why im here, talking to strangers, hoping that they could help me to change my situation
im not going to write in spanish if you dont understand, it doesnt matter, and thanks, i really think that my english is really bad 🙂
do not do something stupid, things can become better tomorrow, you never know
thanks for reading my comments xD
I do know. Things will never change for me. I’ve tried and tried.
you have to keep trying no matter what, if you stop, what is the point of the life?
nothing
i keep thinking that is just a period of time in my life, that i will be the normal girl i was before i started to feel alone… i really hope that this never happen to me, i will do whatever it takes to get out of this stupid depressive life, i dont want to live like this
I was never normal. I was always unhappy. Depression is my life. I know nothing else.
thats why you have to keep the hope that someday you will find a person that teach you what is the happiness, believe me, there is someone in this world that cares about you, even if you dont notice that person right now
Hey Rebel,
I was just trying to find posts that Nobody wrote and this came up. I just wanted to let you know that shes okay !! 🙂