I have finally given up, I won’t eat or sleep, I just want to die. But I don’t want to kill myself because I don’t know where I’ll go and if it will be happier, so I’ll stay miserable in my own dark little corner and please anyone who comes my way…or needs someone to help, I think I can live knowing that I saved a life.
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“I think I can live knowing that I saved a life”
^Maybe that’s your innate calling.
Hey fallenangel,
More or less, i feel the exact same way. I gave up. Just don’t see the point anymore. Been wanting to die for a while now, but somehow i’m still here. It feels good to know that there’s other people out there going through the same thing. I completely understand not eating, but try and get some sleep. I’ve found that it helps. It’s the one place where the pain and misery seem to fade. If you want someone to be miserable with, shoot me an email or something.
fallenangel,
don’t give up. I know it is easier said than done, but what’s the point in dying? What’s something that you’ve always wanted to do? Skydiving? Travelling around the world?
Think.
And.
Do.
When you feel like life becomes worthless, just let go and do something you’ve always wanted to do. That way, you can feel accomplished. Feel like you’ve done something useful.
Live your life.
Become a counsellor. Do something.
Don’t waste the life that was given to you.
I wish you the best of luck.
xx
Please keep trying. Your like my favorite person on this site and you still need to update your story 😛 Writting keeps me calm and takes my mind off of life. So try that. And sleep does help. Just try to go to sleep. Clear your mind off of the world and just relax.