Happy Birthday

I have been suffering from depression for most of my life.  I am also anorexic and bulimic.  I’ve been dealing with the consequences of my illnesses, including stomach ulcers, amenorrhea, and anemia.  My body is shutting down, but I don’t care.  In fact, this is kind of what I wanted.  Slowly, but surely, I’m going to die.  My disorders reassure this motive.  Today is also my birthday.  Guess my wishes are coming true.