Hey I’ve just been having a hard time here.  I’m finally financially secure but not emotionally.  My dad thinks I’m fine he used to at least be on the island but has now decided to move to Wyoming.  Not that he has ever really been close to me to begin with but that is just like the nails in the coffin now he really is gone.  My mother is having some stress because her health insurance is no longer going to pay for her psychotherapy treatments and on top of that my stepfather (who I can’t stand by the way) is getting sicker and my mom is worried that he might die. She has been telling me her wish for suicide for weeks and she started cutting again. I can’t take it my parents are all I have.  Well, that’s not true I guess I have my husband and my son but still I shouldn’t have to go through this till I’m 50.  I feel like it is so hard to let go of the people who promise to love unconditionally for the rest of your life. It reminds me of a song.
Why waste more time
there is nothing left
everyone feels sorry for themselves
No one will care
No one will know
everyone just looks out for themselves
But it’s so hard letting go
Letting go of love
And it might cause some pain I know
But pain is all we’ve got
And sometimes pain’s the only way to know
If you can get yourself back up.
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It is hard letting go of love and its so true if you cant get back on your feet all you know is feeling pain I understand :/
Thanks for listening.