I tried ending it again this weekend. Not purposefully….I was high. But I mean if I was high and supposed to be peaceful and yet I tried killing myself what does that show? I think it shows that I am in more pain then I can handle if I try killing myself during my most peaceful time.
Interesting enigma.
Many who want to live and seem to be such wonderful people die at young ages.
And there are those who seem to be more harmful who live long lives.
As well as those who are wonderful people who dislike themselves for various reasons and wish they were dead but have to resort to killing themselves.
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I feel the same. Someone please put an end to my cursed existence already. If not, then I have no choice but to end it myself.
I tried ending it again this weekend. Not purposefully….I was high. But I mean if I was high and supposed to be peaceful and yet I tried killing myself what does that show? I think it shows that I am in more pain then I can handle if I try killing myself during my most peaceful time.
Interesting enigma.
Many who want to live and seem to be such wonderful people die at young ages.
And there are those who seem to be more harmful who live long lives.
As well as those who are wonderful people who dislike themselves for various reasons and wish they were dead but have to resort to killing themselves.