I am also deeply alone and very isolated. I find it very hard to trust, the last person I let in (that took many months to do that) completely destroyed me.
Isolation and loneliness is hard but the only existence I now know
Same happened to me…idk its safer to trust no one but then you have no one to talk to..so youre stuck. the last person i trusted ripped everything out of me..so i have to come online to say my feelings..but none of you can hurt me..
they say talk to somebody, it gets easier. what about when your surrounded by people that say they like you but your to afraid of them to let them in? I hate the most of them, they don’t know this, but how can I talk to them when I want them dead?
I do not want anyone else dead, but I sure as hell do not like mostly everyone around me. I want myself dead, but then I am self destructive and subvert my anger against myself. Isolation is a dead end.
I hate this life – I am also alone. My job doesn’t allow for any friendships to be built. I tried suicide four times today with the helium exit bag method and I couldn’t get that right either! Instructions say that it takes seconds but it takes much longer and I keep hyperventilating.
Maybe tomorrow……
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i am lonely too, not a trustful friend in the world, msg me if you ‘d like?
Agreed and I will …thank you
I am also deeply alone and very isolated. I find it very hard to trust, the last person I let in (that took many months to do that) completely destroyed me.
Isolation and loneliness is hard but the only existence I now know
Same happened to me…idk its safer to trust no one but then you have no one to talk to..so youre stuck. the last person i trusted ripped everything out of me..so i have to come online to say my feelings..but none of you can hurt me..
The sad thing of being alone is no matter how hard I try to get out of the pit, there’s no hand to grab on the outside…
they say talk to somebody, it gets easier. what about when your surrounded by people that say they like you but your to afraid of them to let them in? I hate the most of them, they don’t know this, but how can I talk to them when I want them dead?
I do not want anyone else dead, but I sure as hell do not like mostly everyone around me. I want myself dead, but then I am self destructive and subvert my anger against myself. Isolation is a dead end.
I’d love to send you guys the people I know.
They will give you plenty of affection and attention.
I just want them to go away.
I hate this life – I am also alone. My job doesn’t allow for any friendships to be built. I tried suicide four times today with the helium exit bag method and I couldn’t get that right either! Instructions say that it takes seconds but it takes much longer and I keep hyperventilating.
Maybe tomorrow……