Ok, so this is really weird but, like, I really miss being able to cry. Like I started meds about 7 months ago and since then, I’ve been unable to have a really good cry regularly. It feels like I’m on the edge of a breakdown and I really hate this feeling. Like, I kinda want to go back to last year when I was crying almost every day because at least then I had some way of releasing whatever I was feeling. Like, now my only way of releasing my emotions when I can’t draw or write is through self harm but even that doesn’t work as well as crying for a good thirty or so minutes. I dunno. Maybe it’s just me?
Also, we’re apparently limited to one post/day so I guess I’ll just shove everything on here?
I was supposed to die in March. But i didn’t so now I’m in “uncharted waters” but I rly just wanna kms. I’m so scared. I don’t have a plan for this type of thing.