im so so deeply lost…. the world feels like a stranger to me like it seems fake more and more everyday.. i take a walk and i notice things more.. my mind is more open… not sure why so maybe somebody else does? but I’m so lost… lost and scared… i want to drink the pain away.. but i have this feeling that if i start drinking i won’t be able to stop…. i also wanna get high.. ugh… I’m so very very very lost..scared and alone….
-RawrImaTurtle….!…
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If you reduce your thinking, your constant negative thoughts, you will feel more open and present.
But if you use more drugs and alcohol to get there, you will become more depressed.
Smart Turtle
lol thank you.. but i dont really understand that.. my brains been jumbled up these past days… nothings right