I know that i’m not the only one in the world that is lonely…especially on this site. I know that there are other problems that are more serious than lonliness and depression, but i just want to encourage the lonely souls out there cause lonliness is what i relate to the most. I want to let you know that you aren’t all completely alone. I dont know…things will get better. I promise. Dont think youre the only one staring at those pills or reaching for something that cuts. Today was a good day for me..a great day..and…idk I guess what i’m trying to say is that if youre lonely and depressed and you’re thinking about ending your life, dont. I tried to end my life recently and if i hadn’t survived, i wouldnt have experienced today. Days like this will come for you too. Just hold off on cutting and downing pills tonight. You never know what tomorrow will bring…and if youre ever really lonely and you cant take it, PLEASE email me. I’m almost always available and i ALWAYS reply.
Love you all
-Rain
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Cool Rain I feel better after reading your post. I will give it a few more chances. Chances to make a difference for people who really need it. Chances to kick the shit out of the bullies who lie and murder and steal.
Id rather be dead, but I can keep going. I got a lot a mo! Although I would certainly blow my brains out or jump in front of a train that way there is no going back. You make a decision and follow through and make sure you do not fail! If you fail, then you really did not make the right decision.
Failures are the best people. Failures are not afraid. They are courageous souls who I would give my life for because they are so damn human and good. Winers are a bunch of arrogant sissys who gloat in the fact that they refuse to challenge themselves and rather settle for a couple of trophies or ribbons.