my life is a big joke. I try to kill myself, it doesn’t work. 5 times. I say I’m suicidal again, the doctors take me off my meds. I get a gf, she leaves me cuz I’m depressed. I study for 3 hours for a test, I get a 48%. I quit smoking, my friend Turns 18. I stay safe for a whole month, and I get told people think im gay so i go home and slit my arms open. It’s all a joke. We’ll see whos laughing in the morning.
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It doesn’t matter what people think about you. You should focus on your future and look for people who really care about you…suicide is never an option unless ypu don’t care if you go to a place called hell. Be brave and be someone better than those people around you. I know you can do it <3 and there's a God that loves you and is waiting to receive you.. You just have to open your heart.
Hell would be a welcome respite from this tragedy in which I star. If I believed in it…
“and pull your triggers now whatcha waiting for. I stand accused myself sometimes I’m wrong. And “god” save me and here beneath these lies what am I praying for? I don’t believe in hell but I just might be there tonight.”
You believe whatever you want but I say the truth and I promise it with my life that it is real.
Si es verdad no qiero un dios que me permite sufrar por tantas anos. Un dios justo haya matame pero todavÃa vivo. Si su dios es real, creo que ello necesito revivir mi vida para saber el sufrando verdad y que me pone desde. Iré al diablo con gusto si estoy incorrecto.
Entiendo tu punto de vista pero estas tomando como si Dios fue el que te esta dejando sufrir y Eso no es asi si no que es el diablo que te hace pensar asi , y claro tu rapido caeras en Las trampas de el enemigo.
It is amazing how you do one thing because people tell you it’s right but then someone else turns around and makes fun of you for it. The problem is that we all don’t think the same…but it’s also a good thing because then we wouldn’t be unique. In all of this, I feel like you should do what you feel is right and not care what people say. Life goes on even when we want it to stand still. Sometimes tragedy occurs but the world keeps turning like it’s nothing….
But what I am trying to say to YOU is that you shouldn’t base what’s right or wrong on others. If you don’t want to be sexually active then don’t be but also realise that you are responsible for what you do and how you feel. If your gf leaves you, who cares! She isn’t worth your time either if she can’t be there for someone. I hope you don’t end your life..not because of hell and heaven but because you have so much more to live for because you being able to post here means you’re strong enough to get through this.
Couldn’t agree more <3
“suicide is never an option unless ypu don’t care if you go to a place called hell”
lol you actually believe in those lies (a benevolent god, going to hell etc).. as long as this keeps you going
Those are my beliefs and idc what you think … I’d like to see your face when the day God comes…
you also believe everyone has a single lifetime to ‘get it right’, right ?
I’m a former catholic, gave up on religion 11 years ago
I mean with all the diversity of life circumstances & experiences, each one of us has one life to get it right ? God put us in this f-cked up world without our consent, yet we’re expected to behave a certain way .. it never made sense to me why a compassionate, forgiving, all-loving God would do this