I don’t want help. I don’t want to live. I hate myself. I hate everybody. Why can’t I be loved? Why doesn’t anybody care? When will they listen? Why am I still here? I don’t deserve it. When will it get better?
When will it get better?
Somebody created this website. Not to encourage us to do this. About a week after discovering this site, I figured it out, and now I think it’s time to share. The only person who can help us, is ourself. But in order to do that, you have to have the people helping you realize the good things in life. Don’t you see? We’re helping each other. Some of us aren’t even close to being healed (I’m not) but we’re still here. Why? Because we NEED each other. This site isn’t to give us ideas on how to kill ourselves. It’s to show you that you post your problem, and people CARE, and they LISTEN and they WANT you to LIVE. They’re not judging you. They don’t want you to die. Even if you don’t know each other, it would make an impact. If your thinking “Who cares about this stuff?”, then tell me, why did you keep reading if you didn’t care? So many people (including myself) ask, when will it get better? It will get better when you want it to. In my time on here, I’ve found that we connect. And everybody is going to have these problems, but that’s why we were brought together. Only YOU can choose when you want to start getting better, and if you don’t think people care, then think again. If you’re a cutter, do you tell your best friends that you do that? Or do you hide it because they would freak out. Why would they freak out? Because they care. And to everybody else hiding behind a smile, why don’t you tell your best friends? Because they would freak out because they CARE. And if you still don’t think that, look at all of these people who want to die, right now, today. But they don’t, because they CARE and LISTEN and WANT to keep on for you. So next time you think nobody cares, buddy, look around, because you are NOT alone and we care.
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“It will get better when you want it to”
That line stood out to me; very empowering. I have one note though.
“If you’re a cutter, do you tell your best friends that you do that? Or do you hide it because they would freak out. Why would they freak out? Because they care.”
I think they freak out because they are afraid. You tell people too much and they’ll pass you off to a therapist with the old “maybe you should speak to someone” line. Regular folk can’t handle what we have brewing in our minds constantly. I’m sure that the caring aspect factors in a great deal, but I think fear is greater. Fear of suicide and suicide talk and anything that goes far much against the grain. just my two cents
“IT WILL GET BETTER WHEN YOU WANT IT TO” It’s easier said then done, but it’s not impossible. As soon as I figure out how to gain enough courage to go down this road, I’ll do it. Till then, I’m looking for the “easy” way out.
Ive got some great friends. Ive tried to talk to them. But Its hard for me even to talk to myself about why am I so lost. It ends up with them feeling sorry for me, but dont understand me. And then they get sad to. So I avoid that… Anyway, I think Its realy sweet how people here help eachother. 🙂 Im new here. Stumbled upon this site googling “why do I feel so suicidal”. I wonder how would it be like if we all lived in a same city. Would we still be so sad…?
Don’t worry, I am too.
Hard to believe that strangers on this website genuinely care when I just read the recent comments, and saw my moniker pop up probably 4 times — Some kid (who does not know a damn thing about me) talking shit about my character, blatantly assuming that I am an asshole. How’s that for kinship/friendly relations (?)
Yes, the people here did care; but the ones I once knew are all dead.
But i care.
Thank you for that 🙂
lol
your welcome
Your not an asshole Gaara and I don’t know why anyone would say that about you. I actually really like you even though we don’t talk to each other much.
@Duke of Marmalade — Well that’s a pleasant surprise. Thanks.
Your welcome.