I hate being down talking about my feelings or lack there of. I hate all of it can i just pretend that i love life that i think highly of myself? Can I set myself free for a moment from all the torment?
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I really like the tattoos – really.
Agreed…hate it all, why can’t we just permanently plaster that mask on and be happy and love it.
so do because they represent how i feel all i want all i’ve ever wanted is to be set free from all the bad and not be tormented by it to just be free.
Mhm…set free from the pain, suffering, just all this bullshit.
I don’t know…I’ll be positive and say there’s always the possibility of dodging some of the pain and everything later and replacing it with some happiness. Never know.
yeah i just feel like the reason i hurt so much is because i torment myself. I expect the impossible and when i can’t achieve what i expect i just put myself down. I want to be free from that. I want to once more feel things and have my hope returned so that i can believe again.
I know exactly how you feel…Self torment.
Well I’m glad you at least see what you’re trying to achieve is impossible, you can only do so much…don’t beat yourself up for being human.
Wish I’d thought to tattoo my arms like that..looks good…
You know I entered this site because of you Alina, and here you are answering your own question;
Can I set myself free for a moment from all this torment?
Actually that’s all you can do.
Think about it, all your torment is either regrets from the past or worries about the future.
Even just yesterday and tomorrow.
You can only find peace in this moment, the now.
Come back to the present, the present moment.
It’s where you live, get it?
You don’t live in yesterday or tomorrow.
You live now.
Still your mind, your self tormenting thoughts.
Learn to find peace, even for just a few minutes each day, and you will see the end to suffering.
Om shanti
Thanks i choose to get it there because its somewhere i always see and maybe when i try to cut ill see that and try to let myself be free from pain to stop hurting myself. i’ve always known my pain comes from myself but its always something different and each time it is harder to get through sometimes i want to be better and sometimes id just rather end it. I get tired of having to battle myself just to try to be ok.
I.know.how.it feels.to be trapped for.so long
Cool tat