When I get really suicidal I concider calling a suicide hotline but I don’t because I don’t think they could possibly say anthing I haven’t heard or that would help.
I know I called them once they just gave me some phone numbers for psychologists or psychiatrists they didn’t even say hey. That’s terrible or I’m sorry. Like they were palming me off to someone else. I think the more people that call the hotline actually end up committing suicide.
I can see based on my other posts you won’t talk to me. I have some really radical beliefs on gods, goddesses and the other world I try to mask as christian when talking to christians because if they are here their world is shaken enough. How can I take God from them too or tell them the next world is just as unfair as this one. Or that the only way out is through. Nobody wants to hear that so I tell them what they’ll understand and I pray that they will hang on just to be able to get the chance to wake up. So that the gods won’t hurt them and hell can’t reach them and life won’t hurt them. I want that for myself and all free people. But, no one share’s my beliefs everyone thinks I’m crazy so I wear masks to try to help so I won’t have to be alone.
Actually it’s late I need to sleep please don’t be offended by me. I’m sorry if I have offended you. I hope whatever you are feeling that a light lifts you up even if I can’t. Goodnight wolf.
I have called a suicide hotline, i was really suprised they listened to me, didnt think i was crazy (even though i was ranting and raving and not making much sense, i had a million thoughts racing through my head and trying to form a coherant sentence was almost impossible) i kept saying im sorry to be a burden, no one can help me, kept saying its too late i cannot be saved, im sorry. Helped at the time it did. I have also wrote an email to them from an anonymous email address.
The way i look at it is it is only a phone call what have you got to loose? You can hang up at anytime. If it helps then you have gained an aweful lot 🙂
Everytime I get suicidal, I either wanna drug myself, cut myself, or beat myself up. The thing that hurts me the most about it is how I have no one I can turn to and no one who would understand me. My “friends” don’t eveven help me with decent advice which makes me wanna kill myself even more. I always have the urge to call the suicide hotline but I’m scared for what the future may bring to me and how the rumors will spread throughout my family,friends and peers and how embarrassed I’ll be. They’ll call me physcho and most likely won’t even look at me the same. It bothers me a lot when people brag about wanting to kill themselves. Its very serious to me and I have been thinking about it way too often for the most ridiculous reasons. Well at least in somebody else’s perspective…
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I know I called them once they just gave me some phone numbers for psychologists or psychiatrists they didn’t even say hey. That’s terrible or I’m sorry. Like they were palming me off to someone else. I think the more people that call the hotline actually end up committing suicide.
I can see based on my other posts you won’t talk to me. I have some really radical beliefs on gods, goddesses and the other world I try to mask as christian when talking to christians because if they are here their world is shaken enough. How can I take God from them too or tell them the next world is just as unfair as this one. Or that the only way out is through. Nobody wants to hear that so I tell them what they’ll understand and I pray that they will hang on just to be able to get the chance to wake up. So that the gods won’t hurt them and hell can’t reach them and life won’t hurt them. I want that for myself and all free people. But, no one share’s my beliefs everyone thinks I’m crazy so I wear masks to try to help so I won’t have to be alone.
Actually it’s late I need to sleep please don’t be offended by me. I’m sorry if I have offended you. I hope whatever you are feeling that a light lifts you up even if I can’t. Goodnight wolf.
I feel the same way actually. It feels kind of pointless. Though sometimes I’m surprised by what advice can affect me, even when I don’t expect it to.
@wordless ok I know what you mean It is wrong to take away their last hope. You are right
I have called a suicide hotline, i was really suprised they listened to me, didnt think i was crazy (even though i was ranting and raving and not making much sense, i had a million thoughts racing through my head and trying to form a coherant sentence was almost impossible) i kept saying im sorry to be a burden, no one can help me, kept saying its too late i cannot be saved, im sorry. Helped at the time it did. I have also wrote an email to them from an anonymous email address.
The way i look at it is it is only a phone call what have you got to loose? You can hang up at anytime. If it helps then you have gained an aweful lot 🙂
Everytime I get suicidal, I either wanna drug myself, cut myself, or beat myself up. The thing that hurts me the most about it is how I have no one I can turn to and no one who would understand me. My “friends” don’t eveven help me with decent advice which makes me wanna kill myself even more. I always have the urge to call the suicide hotline but I’m scared for what the future may bring to me and how the rumors will spread throughout my family,friends and peers and how embarrassed I’ll be. They’ll call me physcho and most likely won’t even look at me the same. It bothers me a lot when people brag about wanting to kill themselves. Its very serious to me and I have been thinking about it way too often for the most ridiculous reasons. Well at least in somebody else’s perspective…