I barely slept. Maybe 4 hours. I should have waited one more so I could have woken up wide awake. I met some wonderful people. Emilio, Jamielyn, Alanis, Tosha and Allison. They are all awesome. 

I was texting them all night long. I’ll be fine though, the tests, work, and videos require little brains to do. I remember everything when not being forced to go to school.

My dad, brother and stepmom are in long beach by now at a giant stadium, but instead f sports, it’s for their fuckng cult. Haha

We live in hell, earth is hell I’ve explained it well. In a past life I probably raped and murdered my mother to have god look away. RogueShadow protects me. Haha I look like a total emo wearing my hoodie and all-black clothes and being a fucking loner here. Skinny jeans too. 

I don’t know anyone here, it’s really awkward. I should probably lok for a stoner group or something. There’s always one in this school. 

I wish I could meet SPers here. Maybe after high school i’ll visit all of you. I would love to start an army, revolution, whatever as long as there’s blood spilt.

I’m not a sadist (yet), but I love the idea of a war. Unless it’s the war on terror or drugs, those are stupid. But drug wars are cool. 

I might write a war story and post it on here. Not sure when though. I promised Dawn I would, I really want to read her writings. 🙂

I have one minute until I have to go to class. What to say. What to say. Dammit see you later. 

Well I’ve been extremely bored at school today. The monster energy keeps me wide awake, alert and thinking about everything. Over-analyzing, but also keeps me feeling bipolar. Mix that with pain in my jaw and it becomes anger. 

I’m tired and sleepy. Wanted to just say that hi, I’m nathan. Talk to me people… 

I could hear an echo right now, the sounds of things I heard. “Are you there? Help! Die capitalist pigs!” why does my brain do that? Maybe it’s a heightened senses. Do you love me?

At least its not the dream voices though.