can feel it, the time is soon
I’m more focused now then ever before.
I can see it taste it death knocking at my door.
I wish I was clear of the method but the search I endure.
I know it will come as I have made it my goal.
Just a little longer and I will know for sure
Just how to end this life
I did not ask for.
To be free from it and not hold the burden of it anymore.
Like the realise of hands around your neck and the air to explore