tired of being that pea outside the box and of waiting for insight on why I’m still here .. I think it’s a matter of months before I make another attempt :-/
I now strongly believe it’s in your soul (?) nature to not stay in one place, to explore your surroundings as you please and to learn things out of curiosity (and not obligation)
to be functional in modern society, you have to have been trained into killing those drives .. the majority of things we’re expected to do don’t feel right because they (imo) go against our soul drives .. in the end, we’re trained to doubt ourselves + serve big brother instead of being allowed to grow and gain confidence
I completely agree with that truthbetold. The question is… how do you function in modern society knowing this and feeling the opposite of how you’re supposed to in order to, well, work for the “man”? You don’t actually have to answer that, more of a rhetorical question. 😉
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Yup…I feel ya.
I hear you
tired of being that pea outside the box and of waiting for insight on why I’m still here .. I think it’s a matter of months before I make another attempt :-/
🙁 I’m not even capable to kill myself
I’m such a failure
you know what ?
I now strongly believe it’s in your soul (?) nature to not stay in one place, to explore your surroundings as you please and to learn things out of curiosity (and not obligation)
to be functional in modern society, you have to have been trained into killing those drives .. the majority of things we’re expected to do don’t feel right because they (imo) go against our soul drives .. in the end, we’re trained to doubt ourselves + serve big brother instead of being allowed to grow and gain confidence
this is just great 🙂
I completely agree with that truthbetold. The question is… how do you function in modern society knowing this and feeling the opposite of how you’re supposed to in order to, well, work for the “man”? You don’t actually have to answer that, more of a rhetorical question. 😉
It’s hard to gain confidence…Well… for me it is
I’d say that if you’re lucky, you will make a living of sthg in alignment with your true self
@maria do you think you deserve to be confident, happy etc ?
I don’t know…I guess everyone deserves that
But I wish I was confident and happy for sure