My Suicide Story
I wanna kill myself so bad, i cut myself everyday, i wish people knew what i was going through. I live with my dad who threnthed to rearange my face, he said he will put my mouth on the other side of my face, make me blind, he also said by the time the doctors got done i would never be pretty again, Evan the doctors wouldnt look at me. My brother comes next he threw me in my room and busted myhead up against my drew, and then broke my bed. My uncle done worst when he punched me in my face and left a mark, it hurt so bad, and all my grandmother could say was “U deserved it”. My cusins moved in soon after and made my life hell. They made up an excuse to get me in trouble, and everytime they see me they give me faces and her daughter wants to fight me. My life is a living hell, expectaly when i almost got raped my step brother and when i tryed to tell my dad he didnt believe me. Nobody at my house ever does. I hurt so much, i make myself feel pain, And when i cut myself I hardly feel anything cause the pain within is so much more. I just hope someone can help me before It gets to bad.
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it sounds so bad – that is terrible, aweful and unimaginable hell. If I were you (and I am not so feel free to tell me I don’t understand and am full of shit) I would not worry about cutting, that is the least of your worries.
Everyone deserves to live in a safe environment. It does not sound like yours is. I don’t know how old you are but sometimes kids have to be adults so fast it is unfair.
You need to find some safety, that is the most important thing. I don’t know how you can do that – I don’t know your situation. but I do know that safety is the most important thing.
NO one has the right to keep you living in fear. No one has the right to threaten you nor hurt you. I know that people do and that I cannot fix it for you so you have to find some way to do it yourself. By the way – I don’t think dead is safe – I think escaping bad situations is something you can do without suicide.
Look around and see if there is a way out then take it when you find it. I wish I could do it for you.
Umm, so this might not help a whole lot but I know that if u talk to someone u can get everything off ur chest so you can talk to me: Gracealexander99@gmail.com, umm, thats my email feel free to email me whenever. 😀