Hey. It has been a while since I checked in. I’m still here if anyone cares but not for long. I finally was able to get a blade. I have a stash of my attempts. I have been in total suffering for the past two weeks. My life is done. All it is now is rebeling and partying. What kind of life is that with deression on top. So much pain and I’m so tired of it. Depression is constantly there, waving at me, screwing with my friendships and relationships. Depression won’t leave me alone. I’m so tired of fighting. I give up. Goodbye those who I have talked to on here.
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no! u cant give up. please stay!
which culture you like tell me i’m mexican and love different cultures
What culture? I’m American.
determined_rebel. Even though this may not mean much to you. Im here for you. I dont know you at all but I care about you. I also believe that you are worth living the life given to you. Depression is a catch 22 with more than one way out. I’m telling you because I fought through it; I’m fighting through it. I believe in you, even though I’m a stranger and this might not seem like much to you. Anytime you want to vent or talk, you can. (kgaal4@gmai.com). Even though you may have hear this already, hang in there. You will be ok.
K
Haha I’m not ok but thanks for the kind words. It was really nice.