Someone screwed up,it must have been a mistake.I wasn’t supposed to be born here.Everything seems wrong to me.I feel like I stole someone else’s life.It’s all a mistake…
I don’t want this world,don’t want to grow up in it.My life is so wasted.I wasted someone else’s life.I wish I could channel it,give to someone who deserve it.The people I met,the event I lived trough,I don’t deserve those.It would have been better for someone else to experience them.I have a hard time saying “thanks” because I don’t deserve the things I should be thankful for.I’m a failure…
I wish I could give it all away to someone who would make this life meaningful.Being forgoten and erase the records of my existence.
Like a passing by shadow…
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Do you believe in God???
I am not trying to preach, cuz I am sure you have heard more than your share of lecturing. But honestly – is there a God?? Or did everything just “happen”?
Either belief requires faith. You either have faith in God or your have faith that it all just “happened”.
That said – if you have faith in no god – then WHY give up on the only life you will ever have?
And if you do believe in God – then trust Him. He does not make mistakes. We just dont know why he puts us in the position He puts us in.
I hope you will fight through this. I hope you will talk to me and maybe we can lean on each other a bit.
No matter what – my wish for you is PEACE.
I think I was a mistake too. I know what u mean
born on the wrong planet .. eager to get out .. I know the feeling too well